its a struggle

I am struggling with positive thought today. I need you to intercede and take control of my mind. I need the alarm to do better and change. I am so lost and floundering and wondering if I ever knew you. Please come into my heart and mend me.
You have the power to fix me if it is your will. You used those that were less than I am and made them great. You are the great mirical worker. Please work on my behalf and give me a faith that is real and tangible to me

Father,
please make me not jealous and give me understanding and a heart that allows me to be a comfort and a help.  I cannot do it with out you. I cannot be anything with out. Please change my heart and my mind.