dear Father,
I am not feeling content with the job I have. I don't like this. I don't like that I seem to mess up all the time and he feels that he has to critise me and tell me he is losing patience with me or wonder if I am doing my job. Why do I feel that I have to be perfection and know that I never will be? It is frustrating. I want to quit and walk away but I know that wont solve anything. I know that you have stuff that you want me to learn and glean from this situation to take with me to the next. This job is your way of providing for me and giving me hope but I feel as tho I am losin perspective and hope. Please send me a sign of hope and encouragement. I know that through all things you are there. Help me to not doubt what I know to be true.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Thursday, November 11, 2010
November11,2010
Father,
Thanks for giving theose that fight four our country the bravery to do so. Thank you for those that fight for the freedom to read your words and have a persona relationship with you. Please be with them as they continue on their journey that you have set out for them.
Thanks for giving theose that fight four our country the bravery to do so. Thank you for those that fight for the freedom to read your words and have a persona relationship with you. Please be with them as they continue on their journey that you have set out for them.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
November 9 2010
Dear Father,
I am writing you to share what I want the world to know, or at least how I believe you want things. When I say You, I don't mean YOU my father but the people out there that may come across this. I can only hope that it is what you want me to say.
I also posted this on my blog about just stuff. I hope that's ok.
"I don't care what you believe about gay people if its a sin or not. Because God told me "let ye who is with out sin cast the first stone." I believe there is something about love the sinner and not the sin. But to protest at a SOLDIERS funural is dispicable to me. You are hurting not that brave man or woman that died fighting for a country that he or she believed in but those people that love him. How can you claim to be a "Little CHRIST" if you are demanding death to people and are not treating people how you wish to be treated, if you are not loving your enemy as yourself because it is easy to love your brother?
How 'bout what it says in Matthew 7:1 “Do not judge, or you too will be judged. 2 For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you" This one comes often to my mind when I catch myself being Judgemental. Would I want God, My loving and faithful Father to judge me the way inwhich I am judging this person? The answer is ALWAYS "NO!!!!!" Who would want to be judged by those standards? I have found we often get upset when we are judged but we don't give it ten seconds thought when we are the one doing this crime.
Anyway, I am writing this blog because I am sickened to my core that people think it is ok to protest at anyone's funural. And yet I am given a ray of hope when scanning the news and see that St. Charles county is telling the ACLU to suck it! ( know I know I shouldn't feel or think , talk or type that but its what I am feeling) with reguards to the courts saying it is unconstitutional to ban protesting at funurals. Manly because of that Church in Kansas or some place that goes all over the country protesting at the funurals of fallen soldiers because our country is accepting of gay people and that the death of every soldier is what happens when you go against God. here is a link to the story I am refering to http://www.stltoday.com/news/local/stcharles/article_2ad83ad4-7212-5e2b-9dbb-2378b402a282.html.
But like I said before, God doesn't want us to be like this! HE wants us to promote love! Because when we love we are showing the world HIS MIGHTY UNFAILING LOVE!!!!
I pray that the world opens up their eyes and sees His truth that it is HIS job to provide judgement and punishments not ours!"
I am writing you to share what I want the world to know, or at least how I believe you want things. When I say You, I don't mean YOU my father but the people out there that may come across this. I can only hope that it is what you want me to say.
I also posted this on my blog about just stuff. I hope that's ok.
"I don't care what you believe about gay people if its a sin or not. Because God told me "let ye who is with out sin cast the first stone." I believe there is something about love the sinner and not the sin. But to protest at a SOLDIERS funural is dispicable to me. You are hurting not that brave man or woman that died fighting for a country that he or she believed in but those people that love him. How can you claim to be a "Little CHRIST" if you are demanding death to people and are not treating people how you wish to be treated, if you are not loving your enemy as yourself because it is easy to love your brother?
How 'bout what it says in Matthew 7:1 “Do not judge, or you too will be judged. 2 For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you" This one comes often to my mind when I catch myself being Judgemental. Would I want God, My loving and faithful Father to judge me the way inwhich I am judging this person? The answer is ALWAYS "NO!!!!!" Who would want to be judged by those standards? I have found we often get upset when we are judged but we don't give it ten seconds thought when we are the one doing this crime.
Anyway, I am writing this blog because I am sickened to my core that people think it is ok to protest at anyone's funural. And yet I am given a ray of hope when scanning the news and see that St. Charles county is telling the ACLU to suck it! ( know I know I shouldn't feel or think , talk or type that but its what I am feeling) with reguards to the courts saying it is unconstitutional to ban protesting at funurals. Manly because of that Church in Kansas or some place that goes all over the country protesting at the funurals of fallen soldiers because our country is accepting of gay people and that the death of every soldier is what happens when you go against God. here is a link to the story I am refering to http://www.stltoday.com/news/local/stcharles/article_2ad83ad4-7212-5e2b-9dbb-2378b402a282.html.
But like I said before, God doesn't want us to be like this! HE wants us to promote love! Because when we love we are showing the world HIS MIGHTY UNFAILING LOVE!!!!
I pray that the world opens up their eyes and sees His truth that it is HIS job to provide judgement and punishments not ours!"
Monday, November 8, 2010
November 8,2010
Dear Father,
I am struggling today to remain content and steadfast. I want more than what I have because my dreams are big and I have held them off until the children were in school. I am lonely for the young spirited girl I used to be. I look in the mirror and I am sadded by the lack of real knowedge of who I am.
I know that you have a plan for me and that it all happens in your time and not my own. I don't want to seem ungrateful for all that you have given me, yet I know I am. I don't like that I am ungrateful. I don't want to be this selfish woman. I want to live a life of gratitude, but I think I am lost in the sauce somewhere.
I miss being in your house on Sunday mornings. Could you please help me gather the courage to find a new home of worship. I want my children to grow up in that atmosphere of reverense to you.
I am struggling today to remain content and steadfast. I want more than what I have because my dreams are big and I have held them off until the children were in school. I am lonely for the young spirited girl I used to be. I look in the mirror and I am sadded by the lack of real knowedge of who I am.
I know that you have a plan for me and that it all happens in your time and not my own. I don't want to seem ungrateful for all that you have given me, yet I know I am. I don't like that I am ungrateful. I don't want to be this selfish woman. I want to live a life of gratitude, but I think I am lost in the sauce somewhere.
I miss being in your house on Sunday mornings. Could you please help me gather the courage to find a new home of worship. I want my children to grow up in that atmosphere of reverense to you.
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