Dear Father,
I am struggling today to remain content and steadfast. I want more than what I have because my dreams are big and I have held them off until the children were in school. I am lonely for the young spirited girl I used to be. I look in the mirror and I am sadded by the lack of real knowedge of who I am.
I know that you have a plan for me and that it all happens in your time and not my own. I don't want to seem ungrateful for all that you have given me, yet I know I am. I don't like that I am ungrateful. I don't want to be this selfish woman. I want to live a life of gratitude, but I think I am lost in the sauce somewhere.
I miss being in your house on Sunday mornings. Could you please help me gather the courage to find a new home of worship. I want my children to grow up in that atmosphere of reverense to you.
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