Dec 30

Father
we are coming to a close to this current year.  I hope that we can close these feelings of loss and anger and frustration also.   It's kind of overwhelming to have to deal with.  I simply struggle with letting it all go.

While on the topic of struggling.  Please look after mama.  She isn't doing well health wise and she seems so sad and depressed lately. I know that it may get worse because the boys have left home.  You know what she is going through with her in-laws that live with her.  Just be there for her and give her a friend she can lean on and trust that will help her through these rough times.

As for her in-laws. Thank you for helping get rid of the anger I have held onto for so long.  I just ask that you bless them and teach them kindness and help them be good to my mama.

Help me to find the place that you have for me.  To be a good wife and mother and to concider them above myself .  In the coming year help me to leave old self ghosts behind so that I may be fruitful and grow.