dear Father,
I am not feeling content with the job I have. I don't like this. I don't like that I seem to mess up all the time and he feels that he has to critise me and tell me he is losing patience with me or wonder if I am doing my job. Why do I feel that I have to be perfection and know that I never will be? It is frustrating. I want to quit and walk away but I know that wont solve anything. I know that you have stuff that you want me to learn and glean from this situation to take with me to the next. This job is your way of providing for me and giving me hope but I feel as tho I am losin perspective and hope. Please send me a sign of hope and encouragement. I know that through all things you are there. Help me to not doubt what I know to be true.
live and walk with Jesus don't mean that we won't face great storm but means that our boat never will wreck! I know how you feel but wait a bit... the cry can endures a night but happiness comes in the morning! I'm praying to ya =)
ReplyDeleteAnd a great storm of wind came up, and the waves came into the boat, so that the boat was now becoming full. And he himself was in the back of the boat, sleeping on the cushion: and they, awaking him, said, Master, is it nothing to you that we are in danger of destruction?And he came out of his sleep, and gave strong orders to the wind, and said to the sea, Peace, be at rest. And the wind went down, and there was a great calm. Mark 4:37-38